Have you ever felt like your whole life is a whirlwind...I felt intimately like I was merging with the desert dust devils. I felt taken in and swirled about in the months of March and April. All my dreams were on hold as life was churning me about, throwing up all sorts of past hurts, problems, and frustrations.
Hey what is going on I would ask myself. I would try to play out old programmed reactions but even those didn't work. It was just one mucky day after the next, trudging through the day as if I were in three feet of mud.
Talking about mud...That's just what I did these two months was play in the dirt and mud..weeding out old thoughts,and old debris from the garden. I planted seeds, and trees in hopes of starting new ways, and I made rock pathways to form new pathways in my mind. The gardening seemed to help curb the disturbing feelings and frustrations I was going through.
But, just as the winds blow out the old, to bring in the new, that is what March and April have done for me. My wishes are starting to bud, just like the little seeds I planted in hopes they would grow. Little by Little positive openings occured. I have been blessed with three creative projects that have come my way. A new way is opening for me of which I am incredibly excited about....and we will see what other blessings this spring of new beginnings brings...
May spring bring you may new beginnings...I wish you many blessings....
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