Have you ever felt like your whole life is a whirlwind...I felt intimately like I was merging with the desert dust devils. I felt taken in and swirled about in the months of March and April. All my dreams were on hold as life was churning me about, throwing up all sorts of past hurts, problems, and frustrations.
Hey what is going on I would ask myself. I would try to play out old programmed reactions but even those didn't work. It was just one mucky day after the next, trudging through the day as if I were in three feet of mud.
Talking about mud...That's just what I did these two months was play in the dirt and mud..weeding out old thoughts,and old debris from the garden. I planted seeds, and trees in hopes of starting new ways, and I made rock pathways to form new pathways in my mind. The gardening seemed to help curb the disturbing feelings and frustrations I was going through.
But, just as the winds blow out the old, to bring in the new, that is what March and April have done for me. My wishes are starting to bud, just like the little seeds I planted in hopes they would grow. Little by Little positive openings occured. I have been blessed with three creative projects that have come my way. A new way is opening for me of which I am incredibly excited about....and we will see what other blessings this spring of new beginnings brings...
May spring bring you may new beginnings...I wish you many blessings....
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
What if like the winds......
What if like the winds that blow...those very winds blew our wishes into the universe? What if our thoughts were things. I have read many books that say they are. That if you have positive thoughts that positive situations will happen in your life. Yes, I have to say that is true for me. I am not a polly anna, no I am just a regular gal who happens to think on the positive side. And I must say if you think you can, then at least you try. If you think you can't..then you never do try, so you never know. The very act of creation is a positive force whether or not it seems it at the time. Even destruction is positive in the way it helps to rebuild, and fortify. Just like the very winds that carry our wishes...a positive thought seeds it.
I am doing an experiment of setting my wishes, dreams, and hopes out there. From what I have read... well you start with the mundane things of this world and as you become more focused in your thinking and wishing and dreaming well then you move steadily on to the more worldly concerns.
So, in January I am starting with a few dreams, and wishes. I am embarrassed to share as I am shy about sharing too much. Lets just say one is monetary, one is creative, and one is continued wishes for my family, and our well being, and then there are the other little itty bitty wishes Okay, I said it. You don't need the details only I do. You need to flush out your own details.
So, in January with my wishes under my belt, I made a dream book. This was just a comp book that I decorated and then I typed all of my wishes. I read this dream composition book every morning,and I think of ideas that I need to do that day in order to lets say.... help these little wishes along. I figure you've got to walk in order for the momentum to gather force,and the universe to know you are actually serious about these wishes. As I take my steps, I ask for guidance. When I am unsure of the next action, I ask for guidance. Each day I read the list and ask for guidance. I also made some visual postcards of my dreams and wishes to look at.
As each day passed in January I would notice the little wishes being filled and the larger ones sending out all sorts of thoughts. For instance, on the the creative endeavors I am working on.. I seem to be compelled to buy all sorts of books, yet, I am not really sure what I am doing. I am a bit overwhelmed...but hey, I figure I am seeding the void of creative happenings. I will let you know if in fact I seeded the void and anything came out of all of these books or, if I just wasted alot of money. It is just odd, how I am feeling compelled to buy certain things and I really don't know why. The creative force does in my experience seem to work this way. It is as if the universe is asking you to trust and follow. How many passages in books have you read in which the protagonist had to trust and follow. So, as January has ended and I could
write about the month I can tell you that it was a month of picturing, seeding, and writing out my wishes, dreams, and thoughts. I guess sot of like the wind....we will see where it takes me next month.
Oh and by the way.....I got one wish I had and that is the Mac pro I am wriiting on today. I was able to finally buy it!
This wonderful photograph was found on Ullabenulla's blog.
I am doing an experiment of setting my wishes, dreams, and hopes out there. From what I have read... well you start with the mundane things of this world and as you become more focused in your thinking and wishing and dreaming well then you move steadily on to the more worldly concerns.
So, in January I am starting with a few dreams, and wishes. I am embarrassed to share as I am shy about sharing too much. Lets just say one is monetary, one is creative, and one is continued wishes for my family, and our well being, and then there are the other little itty bitty wishes Okay, I said it. You don't need the details only I do. You need to flush out your own details.
So, in January with my wishes under my belt, I made a dream book. This was just a comp book that I decorated and then I typed all of my wishes. I read this dream composition book every morning,and I think of ideas that I need to do that day in order to lets say.... help these little wishes along. I figure you've got to walk in order for the momentum to gather force,and the universe to know you are actually serious about these wishes. As I take my steps, I ask for guidance. When I am unsure of the next action, I ask for guidance. Each day I read the list and ask for guidance. I also made some visual postcards of my dreams and wishes to look at.
As each day passed in January I would notice the little wishes being filled and the larger ones sending out all sorts of thoughts. For instance, on the the creative endeavors I am working on.. I seem to be compelled to buy all sorts of books, yet, I am not really sure what I am doing. I am a bit overwhelmed...but hey, I figure I am seeding the void of creative happenings. I will let you know if in fact I seeded the void and anything came out of all of these books or, if I just wasted alot of money. It is just odd, how I am feeling compelled to buy certain things and I really don't know why. The creative force does in my experience seem to work this way. It is as if the universe is asking you to trust and follow. How many passages in books have you read in which the protagonist had to trust and follow. So, as January has ended and I could
write about the month I can tell you that it was a month of picturing, seeding, and writing out my wishes, dreams, and thoughts. I guess sot of like the wind....we will see where it takes me next month.
This wonderful photograph was found on Ullabenulla's blog.
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